Sick

I know you are trying to help me out
but I stumble enough on my own
dont let my worry be mistaken
for ungratitude
it's just that I have been living with
this wound for fourteen years now
and I fear your intervention might only make it worse
now it is small and unmoving
I feel everyday but the pain is dull
but if you treat the source
and anger it
I fear I willbe in constant pain for the rest of my life
you see the only cure for this illness
is the one who gave it to me