surface

these words were never meant to change your life
you dug too far beneath the surface
maybe I pulled you under
but either way
they were just a reflection of one feeling
one that will fade in time
do not worry
hush
there's no need to answer
don't move
there's no need to react
I only wanted you to know that you were cared for
loved is much to strong a word to some
and I see you fall into this category
but on the surface love breathes colour into
any friendship
there's no need to analize
no need to answer
no need to complicate this with details
just sit there and listen
soak up the fact that someone loves you
and you can't control it
eventually it will go into the back room of my heart
as it has time and time again
with the others that I never forgot
and it will give me added boosts of joy
throughout my life as I remember fondly
what I felt
how intense it was at the time
and I will laugh as I am right now
at your reaction
the need you felt to do something about it
to say some profound thing
to tell me my feelings are misplaced
and I would be better off loving someone else
but don't
don't do anything
don't change
don't stop and certainly
don't apologize for leading me on
I fell for what was beneath the surface
not your action or intentions
you're safe from me
I won't do anything more than I have already done
God's love is enough for me
I am used to loving without recieving
it has become part of my life
as much as walking or talking has yours
I imagine I will do it for a long time to come
God has blessed me with a big heart
and I only wanted to share with you
sorry for dragging you beneath the surface
into the deep stuff