Do you forgive me?

I seemed to have created
a fanasty land
where you and I are intertwined
can you forgive me?
I have put you in the
place where I go to be alone
and hide from the pain
can you forgive me?
I love you so much
that I could not, would not
tell myself no
can you forgive me?
the fantasy fades
the bubble pops
the pain returns
yet with you staring back at me
with that look I still wonder
can you forgive me?