Friday

Explosions of colour
each one the same
yet different
as they cascade down
this wall of indifference
I thought it would hurt more than this
but I feel almost nothing
as the light bursts forth
a change gives way
to a new found peace
one more than any I've had before
and I find myself wondering
is this colour a remnant of you
or a result of your swift departure from my life
I will not be bitter
like the darkness
that started this tragedy
I will not speak of it ever again
to anyone
all has been said that will ever be said
the colours are fading from
the room that was our friendship
it's sad really
I thought nothing could disturb them
yet life proved me wrong again
it splashed the thinnerof life
on the canvass of happiness
bitterness wil be replaced
by a hunger
a hunger to focus
on the colour
the colour that is brighter and more potent than before
as it splashes on this new page of my life
a new page
that i dare say
you might never see