Oh.....my steve

you laugh so sinisterly
but that's just like you isnt it
you take the one thing from me that is still mine
the oldest friend I have left
and you turn him against me
against my God
angainst my Jesus
you make him hate me
you have him rip my heart out
and hold on to it
still pumping
while he laughs your laugh
if you think you've defeated me
you're wrong
if you think I am mad
angry
self pitying
you're even more wrong
you couldn't be farther from the truth
I love him more now
and I will strive even harder
to bring him safely home
to carry him to Jesus
to save him from the demon
you have him calling God
allah is NOT God
JESUS IS
the one
the only
the soveriegn
and one day
he will see
I hope he's on my side when he does

This Confusion

its nothing new
your mere attention
sends my brain whirling
at a million miles an hour
to the point where
I can't tell which way is up
everything is so simple
when you pay no attention at all
life is boring
and predictable
and I get along fine
but now
everything reminds me of you
and it's getting harder to
turn you off
to block you out
the part where you take up
every thought
is coming back
I hope Jesus
saves me from this
I can't do it again
it's too much

Extreme mudwrestling

I thought you were gone
but you came
at the last moment
just when I started to get over you
your head popped up
like a cloud
on a sunny day
a speck of mud
in my otherwise clean existence
but after all
the last while has taught me
about my life
both with and without you
it has taught me
that I very much like
the feel of mud!!!

What you really want to know

I've been waiting for you
here all along
waiting to tell you
all that is inside my heart
to let you know
that I will sit beside you
in the rough and tough
that I will run beside you
in the race of life
that I will soar beside you
when times are the best
when you fly on angels wings
and with joy and contentment
I will walk with you
as far as you'll let me
till there are holes in my shoes
and my clothes are
but dust ridden drapes
grab my hand
I have so much to show you
I've been waiting for this
for so long
there's a path marked
for you and I alone
can you see it
it's waiting for us
no one has walked down it before
and no one will
unless you take my hand
right now
take a chance
you might like it more than you think

Shameless LOVE

Mercy
unfailing
is the source of my love for you
it is because of Him
that I love you as I do
not because of you
or the things you do
soley what HE gave
is why I gave
and continue to give to you
one day I hope you
pass this love on to others
not because of me
but because of His
love through me
it is the greatest
love I've ever known
and I pray everyday
to share it with you

Babysitting

Adventurer you might say
but I'd say adrenaline junkie
four wild animals
that some choose to call kids
me and my sidekick
24 hours
no parents
candy or
......
videos
now we must rely on our cunning
craftiness
to ensure that all is well
for the remainder
but I believe these
next ten hours will be
far worse than the
ones leading to bed time!!